I have been instructed to write a post by a Dominant that I have been lucky enough to have take in interest in me. He has told me to write openly and honestly about my experience with Him in the brief time I have been providing him with service, and that is what I am doing. I won’t name him at this point but refer only to him as Sir (although let’s be honest, it's not exactly a complex mystery to solve).

I should start with my first interactions with Sir. I had not long signed up for the website and although had briefly communicated with some Dominant men I did not feel satisfied I had found one that I vibed with; something that I generally feel is important with online Dominants. Most Men can command a faggot to serve but unless there is a connection between them both it is quickly unfulfilling for both parties. To try and find someone I started browsing the "Members" section. After a few pages of some intriguing profiles I saw His picture - handsome and confident, not having to make a perspective on the photo to make Him seem bigger or more imposing, just his face showing immediately who he is. I clicked through and was even more intrigued by His profile talking about looking for a submissive faggot slut and wanting to take control. It excited me. It still does. To my great regret I did not message Him. I did go back and visit his profile again as I could not stop thinking about Him, but I was too scared to message Him - scared of rejection, slightly scared of this Dominant Man.

Thankfully, Sir messaged me Himself the next day having seen my visits. He wished to know how I had ended up on His page. I must admit I had been messaged by several other Dominant men on the site, but this was the first one where I felt genuine joy at seeing the message notification. To know this Man I had been drawn to had actually communicated with me. Writing it now it all seems very pathetic, and it is, but I do not care - that is how getting a message from Sir feels. That feeling still persists whenever I get a message from Him in a way that I do not encounter with others.

After some tributing to show my worth and dedication to Him we moved to a more instant messaging platform and His expectations were made clear - that I must be loyal, honest, and eager to serve. That He was not interested in the amount of money I tribute to him but rather how much that means to me. That He was not looking for a quick, short term submissive to drain but rather longer-term servitude from a submissive subservient faggot. His words were like music to my ears - not only did this sound like what I have been searching for but it truly resonated with me.

We have since been communicating over the past few weeks and I have gotten to know Sir's expectations a bit better. He demands cleanliness and attention to detail, and as such he has had me institute a deep clean of my surroundings. It is something I had been thinking about for a long time but had never truly bit the bullet, but doing it for Sir just felt right. Spending time meticulously cleaning every surface and re-arranging objects knowing at every moment I am doing this because of Sir and for Sir.

It is still early days and I have a long way to go to prove myself worthy of continued service to Sir. I am determined to prove myself however. I have not felt this correct in serving a Dominant ever before and I never want to let go of this feeling.

I hope that everyone reading this similarly finds a Dominant that they feel right serving, or a submissive they feel a connection with when they are being served.