Graduated from university… what now?

The reason for my inactivity in the findom space was because I had to be grinding on my degree. Now it’s over I’m not sure how to feel. 

The free time given to me whilst studying allowed me to dedicate so much time to keeping my slaves in check, I didn’t need a job because im more than good at what I do. Now I have to get a proper grad job and for those who live in the UK know just how bad the job market is right now. The jobs I’m applying for just don’t ignite me like controlling does. 

I truly believe I was put on this earth to mindfuck, put slaves in their place, but now I have to just pretend I’m normal like everyone else. Has anyone else had this issue?