I really miss having a like-minded sub. Money will always be the most fun part of this, it'd be a lie if I say otherwise but feeling really close to someone to talk about your life, their life and sharing rough times and good times always makes me feel better and alive. I miss those feelings too.

I kinda accepted the fact that things like that won't last forever especially in this scene and this is one of the reasons I don't feel as curious or passionate about getting to know new people. But at the same time special things like that happens when you least expected them or give up about them, I still have hope tho.

So I hope people here continue their journey with people they think are compatible with, otherwise whole thing turns into nonsense that you don't enjoy and feel empty.

Good night people.