i am a fairly inexperienced submissive with a burning desire to submit to superior Alpha males of the world and serve as their faggot slave. i am into Chavs and Scally types as well as criminals and ex-cons. i want to dedicate my life to be in their service and crave the power they posess over me and hoe insignificant i am before them. Learning to serve their needs and to obey their commands will be a privilege
What I want
i am looking for an Alpha/Dom/Master to put me in my place and put my services to good use.
That 'swing' you mention is, I think, perfectly healthy. Not wishing to serve, not feeling that 'need' to please, it's very human. I've taken periods of time out from the world of findom and BDSM, sometimes for years at a time. It was much needed, and now, being here, there are days and weeks when no amount of leather, boots, biceps or feet will rock my boat.That 'swing' you mention is, I think, perfectly healthy. Not wishing to serve, not feeling that 'need' to please, it's very human. I've taken periods of time out from the world of findom and BDSM, som...See more
I don’t “struggle” but I do bore of it from time to time. I swing in and out, but not because I don’t want to do it, but because sometimes it does nothing for me.
Sometime things happen and we just have to deal with it. We all know of things that could be on such a list and most of the time unfortunately we choo...
At this time of year its easy to over indulge in many ways, and let's be honest most of us have at some point as we get caught up in the moment.
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Dearest SnowFolf. I am 10 months late reading this blog from last year but more importantly, I'm 2 months early for contemplating your words for this years festive season. I can empathise with your situation. Such phone calls with the most unwelcome news can change every fibre of your being in body, mind and soul. In 2001 I was called to the hospital after a road traffic accident. It was my Dad. He was taking the family dog out for a walk. Our dog saw the oncoming danger and tried to dash out of the road but in doing so, the lead got wrapped around my dads legs and he fell over on the road. There was nothing that could be done. I'll never forget the time. It was five past midnight on December 25th and I was three weeks into my adulthood. Also. This New Year's Eve, it will be five years since the passing of my Mum who was diagnosed with cancer which was quite an agressive type. These situations took me to all kinds of low points in life but I was lucky enough to recieve an occasional call with a friend wanting a quick chat or a random text from a workmate who thought of me quite unexpectedly and decided to reach out. These small little acts really can pull someone back from doing irreversible actions and I thank you all for the small gestures you do in your lives that can rescue someone like me. I avail myself 24/7 in hopes that I can be there if/when someone is in such a need.Dearest SnowFolf. I am 10 months late reading this blog from last year but more importantly, I'm 2 months early for contemplating your words for this years festive season. I can empathise with your si...See more
Thank you all! Apologies for only now speaking. I'm a little on the quiet/shy side which is something I'm working on regularly and gaining back my confidence too after some of life's little (or major) curveballs. Thank you for being so welcoming!
United Kingdom, London, Croydon 
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Oct 22 '23I don’t “struggle” but I do bore of it from time to time. I swing in and out, but not because I don’t want to do it, but because sometimes it does nothing for me.You need to sign in to comment
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Oct 21 '23On the basis of this poll, I think I am going to start to beg those handsome subs…. IF and ONLY IF given permission. 😈😈
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